writing in pen.

Finals are almost over :D

I’ve decided to take a summer class for the bank teller job I want.
(so im not so stressed about having the job so quickly and moving out and quitting my present job)

& I’m also going to take a fun summer class with a friend
maybe cooking or woodshop so i can make things for my room((:

I cant wait for the summer!! I already have most of may and june planned out.
Its so exciting! 

I got a taste of summer last night. I went to top of the world with a few friends to watch the solar eclipse. we had a full on picnic hahah :P

it was like a science fair xP there were so many people there<3

between work, school, and trying to remodel my room…. life is stressful!
oh and the fact that im preparing for a job that most people have as a career and trying to figure out if moving out would be the best thing for me to focus x|

see.. i’m going to start training with my uncle to be a bank teller. but. its a lot of responsibility. at least more responsibility that i have at my present job. here i can be late, have co-workers cover my shift. come in hung over and be just fine. i can request any day off. any day! and i have the freedom, economically, to do what i want. the only thing i pay for is my phone and car bills. no rent, food, electric, ect. but being at home with my parents, and trying to focus on summer classes & a new “career”? i guess what im trying to say is that if im at home i have more freedom to go out and drink and come home all hours of the night. and that could jeopardize my new job. but if its not that… then its focused all the time! no fun at all. or very rarely. it’ll be bills bills bills, food, school, work school, bills…. idk. i have soooo much to thing about and i dont know how to organize my thoughts. i mean it wont be TOO stressful given that i would only move out if my husband joins the marines. and since we’re married we’ll be getting rent money aside from his paycheck. but its still scaring movie out for the first time. alone. just the two of us at ages 20 and 21. i have a lot to think about. but for right now, im just going to worry about my room, finals, and work…. that alone is stressful enough >.<

but im not giving up ✌

College just gets better and better 
i’d stay in school all my life if i could. maybe i will :P 
signing up for summer classes tonight B)

When you have a friends to make your mornings/days/nights((:

i am thankful ❤

2012… what can i say?

lets put it this way

if 2012 really is the last year for human existence, i’ll leave this earth very, very content((:

i love october((:
the cold, the costumes, the pumpkins, the cinnamon, the scarfs & sweaters, the movies. everything! can it just be october forever please. thank yu!

i dont want it to end<3

to much has happened lately
long story short im focusing on ME(:
so far, i’ve learned a lot about myself & i’m loving ittt!

p.s. single<3

is in 2 days!!! well actually 1!!!

so excited!<3333

had an alright day off… no thanks to my friends.

w/e

… tomorrow should be a better day off :D

for the past two weeks i’ve been trying to hang out with my friends and its just one thing after another. im so fucking depressed and no one has time for me! but they have time for each other…. FUCK IT!

im done trying.